NANAY is a part of God.N…

NANAY is a part of God.
NANAY is a part of Love.
NANAY is a part of our Strength.
NANAY is a part of our Winning.
NANAY is a part of who direct us to right path to proceed.
I Love my Mother very much…..
Don’t let ur Mother get away from u….
Happy Mother’s Day..

Sa dinami-dami namin pinagsamahan,sinuyong ndi makakalimutan, kulang nalang ay itakwil nya ako, at marahil natanung nya’ na ng ilang milyong beses kung bakit nagkaroon pa sya ng isang tulad ko bilang isang anak nya’, pero ni minsan hindi ko naramdaman na ako’y iniwan nya sa ere, cguro nga totoo talaga ang kasabihang “Hindi matiis ng Ina ang kanyang Anak….” wafak, wagas pero anu ang kapalit nito na binigay ko sa kanya? WALA, KAHIHIYAN, at SAKIT SA ULO ang sunukli ko sa kanya, ending, si mudra ay still there, to love me unconditionally (achut, englishie ito’) walang hinahangad kundi ang mapabuti ako kung nsan man ako ngayon (na ngaun eh nganga’).

Walang salita o pangungusap or kowtasyon ang pagpapahayag ng tama para sa aking Mudra, (henep!) sa totoo lang ako na ata’ ang pinakamaswerteng anak sa mundong earth na ito, dahil bakit keno’ dahil sa Walang hanggang pagmamahal nya sa akin at sa mga kafatid ko. whew! ( mangiyak-ngiyak na) pero anu ba dapat ang gawin ko? kahit naman papaano eh makabawi ako kahit isang porsyento lan’ (how i wishes. daminess!) hahay, kulang pa ang buhay ko,

Mudra, Nanay, Monskie…. IKAW NA, ( no tito boy ikaw na?! hahay) kidding aside, cguro kahit naman dito lang eh makabawi ako sa mga katarantaduhan nagawa ko, sakit sa ulo na binigay ko sa inyo sa loob ng halos tatlong dekada, nais ko lang na malaman nyo na MAHAL NA MAHAL ko kayo, (at alam nyo yan, nd nga lan ako showie, eh ndi ako artista para pangalakdakan sa iba) kuha mo?

Salamas mula sa naghihingalong puso ko, (na pagod na pagod na) pero dahil sa inyo pinipilit ko lumaban at mapatunayan (sana? malapit na!) na may importansya rin ako sa inyo. Alam mo na WALA NG NATIRA sa akin kundi IKAW nalang AT kayo na aking PAMILYA na pilit na umiintindi sa akin. (hayst!)

Maligayang Nanay’s Day, Mudra, Mahal na Mahal kita!!!

Ang Aking Nanay.

Maligayang Kaarawan sa Mahal kong Mudra!

Mahal na Mahal kita!

mudra ko.

Mahal Kong Mudra,

Alam ninyo po na mahal na mahal ko kayo. Kulang pa ho ang salitang ito para maparamdam sa inyo kung gaano namin kayo kamahal. Bilib po ako sa inyo, sapagkat kahit ano daming ng ating problema nananatili kayo ilaw sa ating tahanan, hindi kayo sumuko alaalang sa amin. Isa kang dakila para sa amin.

Patawarin ninyo po kami kung minsan hindi kami sa inyo sumusunod hindi dahil sa matigas ang ulo naming mga kakapatid kung dahil ho naiinis kami minsan sa aming sarili sapagkat kulang pa aming kakayahan para matulugan namin kayo sa inyong problema. Lalo na ako dahil alam nyo naman ako ung tinaguriang Pasaway  ng inyong buhay.

Sa tuwing tinatawagan mo ako para lang makinig sa inyong mga hinaing at mga problemang hinaharap at ndi nyo mapigilan ang inyong sarili at kayo eh napapaiyak, ang hindi nyo lang alam na ako ay higit na nasasaktan pero sa kabilang banda eh tinitibayan ko na lamang ang aking loob at sinasadyang hindi ipakita sa inyo na lubos akong nahehurt. alam m un? kung pwede lang na akuin ko na lang ang pasan nyo eh gagawin ko. dahil alam mo na mahal na mahal kita, kayo ni Fudra. dahil alam ko rin na labis labis na ang paghihirap nyo sa akin, sa amin simula pa ng iluuwal mo kami sa mundong ibabaw. pero alam ko na hindi tau papabayan ni bespren GOD at kakayanin natin ito.

Minsan sa aking buhay eh naiisip kong paano isang umaga sa aking paggising eh wala kana? parang ndi ko kakayanin nay, hindi pa ako handa sa ganung eksena, baka bumigay din ako sa mga tagpong iyon. tumutulo na ang aking mga luha at pilit na nilalakasan ang aking loob kapag naiiisip ko ang mga bagay na yan. kaya hangga’t andyan kapa pilit kong gagawin ang aking tungkulin bilang isang mabuting anak (kahit na kadalasan eh problema ang aking ibinibigay sa inyo.) pero alam nyo naman na kung gaano ko sinusubukan na talikuran ang mga hindi makakabuti sa inyo at para sa akin. alam ko naman na ang hanggad nyo lang sa amin eh ang aming magandang kinabukasan.

Alam mo Nay, sa tuwing pinapangaralan mo ako (kahit na minsan eh naiirita ako dahil sa paulet-ulet na litanya) eh akalain nyo ba naman eh namimiss ko rin iyon. dahil ako alam ko sa puso kung gaano mo ako kamahal, kaming magkakapatid.

Sa totoo lang Nay, Ndi ko alam kung paano ko masusuklian ang kabayanihan ninyong nagawa sa aming magkakapatid? wla akong maisip seryoso?! kahit na isang materyal na bagay eh hindi pa sapat, (kahit ilang kilong ginto pa! at alam nyo naman na ndi ko pa carry un!!) pero seryoso po, alam nyo naman ang kaya ko lang ibigay sa inyo ni Fudra ang aking walang katumbas na pagmamahal sa inyo. (walang presyo un pero alam ko na pasok na pasok un sa bonggang bonggang puso nyo!)

hayz, pasensya na kung medyo emo, pero kasi ito po ang aking nararamdaman mula sa aking puso.

Nagpapasalamat ako higit sa lahat dahil kayo ang binigay ni bespren GOD, Salamas po.

Hanggang dito na lang po. Mahal na mahal po kayo higit pa sa aking buhay….

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MUDRA!!!

mwuahhhhhh…

Nagmamahal,

Si Santa Mudrakz.

lahat naman ata eh nak-experience na makapagsulat kay Santa. at malamang eh isa kau sa mga nauto ng mga magulang natin. what a word! pero totoo naman eh, pero ilan ba sa inyo na nahuliang tunay na pagkatao ni Santa? at kung anu ano pa palusot ang sinabi sa inyo? how sad naman kung isa ka sa mga batang hindi nahuli si Santa naglalagay ng regalo sa ginawang mong medyas na butas pa :). kung babalikan ko ang mga nadanas ko kay Santa eh nakakatuwa talaga. ewan ko ba pero ang alam ko lang nuong mga panahong iyon eh masayang masaya na ako pagsasapit na ang buwan ng Pasko, eh kasi naman nagsisimula na akong magsulat ng mga munti kong kahilingan at ilalagay ko sa ginawa kong bonggang medyas, kulay pula at kung anu ano pang dekorasyon nasama nun at isasabit ko sa hagdanan kalapit ng christmas tree namin. syempre  ako naman eh excited na excited kung anung mangyayari at minsan pa nga eh inaabangan ko pa ang pagdating ni Santa, well sa masamang palad wala akong nakitang Santa at napuyat lang ako ng husto. 🙂

ang mahiwagang medyas…..

kaya simula nun eh hindi na ako nagaksya ng panahon para makita sya, inisip ko nalang at wait ko nalang ang mga regalo nya at ang mga hiniling ko sa kanya. hehehe 🙂 ito pa ang siste nuong mga huling taong kong magsulat kay Santa, aba’y natapos na ang pasko eh wala pa rin laman ang medyas ko? hmp. kinalimutan ba ako ni Santa? naging matigas ba ang aking ulo kaya wala akong regalo galing sa kanya? how bad.pero hindi pa rin ako nawalan ng pag-asa ng mga panahong iyon, kasi sabi pa sa akin ng aking Mudrakz eh marami lang pinuntahan si Santa at medyo malalate lang. Ganun. ako naman eh wait pa rin. (eh kasi wala pa akong kaalam alam nun noh!) well ito na ang eksena, malinao pa sa aking isipan at kung hindi ako magkakamali eh tanghaling tapat un at natutulog ako malapit sa christmas tree, eh naalimpungatan ako dahil sa kalabog, at agad dumilat ang aking mga mata ang aking Mudrakz na may nilalagay sa aking Medyas at may mga regalo pang dala? !!

AGA: Nay, bakit ikaw ang naglalagay nyan?

Mudrakz: ah eh, ipinaabot ni Santa anak…!!!

AGA: bkit po nsan sya?

Mudrakz: ang sabi nya eh hindi na sya makakarating dahil pagod na sya.

AGA: hmmpp.

may ganung eksena pa un. syempre ako wala pang kamuang-muang kaya naniwala naman ako at agad kong binuksan ang mga regalo at tuwang tuwa pa ako dahil lahat ng aking hiniling eh ibigay. kaya ang sabi ko nalang sa aking mudrakz eh…

AGA: Nay pakisabi kay Santa Thank You at Merry Christmas!!

Mudrakz: OO cge sasabihin ko!

etchos! kung alam ko lang nuong mga panahong iyon. hay naku si Mudrakz magaling ding artista eh. “You Know WHat to DO huh?!” hehehe bwiset.

mga ilang taon ko lang napagtanto na si Santa at ang Mudrakz ko eh Iisa. hay naku. nakakatuwa kung iisipin.

hay si Mudrakz talaga all around ang role sa buhay mapasaya lang ang kanyang pamilya.

hay naku mahaba naman ang entry ko dapat magsusulat pa ako kay Santa eh pero bukas nalang ulit. hehehe para masaya.

un lang!

Asust.

you must read this or else…

Eight Lies of a Mother.

This story begins when I was a child: I was born poor. Often we hadn’t enough to eat. Whenever we had some food, Mother often gave me her portion of rice. While she was transferring her rice into my bowl, she would say “Eat this rice, son! I’m not hungry.”
This was Mother’s First Lie.
As I grew, Mother gave up her spare time to fish in a river near our house; she hoped that from the fish she caught, she could give me a little bit more nutritious food for my growth. Once she had caught just two fish, she would make fish soup. While I was eating the soup, mother would sit beside me and eat the what was still left on the bone of the fish I had eaten, My heart was touched when I saw it. Once I gave the other fish to her on my chopstick but she immediately refused it and said, “Eat this fish, son!
I don’t really like fish.”
This was Mother’s Second Lie.
Then, in order to fund my education, Mother went to a Match Factory to bring home some used matchboxes which she filled with fresh matchsticks.
This helped her get some money to cover our needs. One wintry night I awoke to find Mother filling the matchboxes by candlelight. So I said, “Mother, go to sleep; it’s late: you can continue working tomorrow morning.”
Mother smiled and said “Go to sleep, son! I’m not tired.”
This was Mother’s Third Lie
When I had to sit my Final Examination, Mother accompanied me. After dawn, Mother waited for me for hours in the heat of the sun. When the bell rang, I ran to meet her.. Mother embraced me and poured me a glass of tea that she had prepared in a thermos. The tea was not as strong as my Mother’s love, Seeing Mother covered with perspiration, I at once gave her my glass and asked her to drink too. Mother said “Drink, son!
I’m not thirsty!”.
This was Mother’s Fourth Lie.
After Father’s death, Mother had to play the role of a single parent.
She held on to her former job; she had to fund our needs alone. Our family’s life was more complicated. We suffered from starvation. Seeing our family’s condition worsening, my kind Uncle who lived near my house came to help us solve our problems big and small.
Our other neighbors saw that we were poverty stricken so they often advised my mother to marry again. But Mother refused to remarry saying “I don’t need love.”
This was Mother’s Fifth Lie.
After I had finished my studies and gotten a job, it was time for my old Mother to retire but she carried on going to the market every morning just to sell a few vegetables. I kept sending her money but she was steadfast and even sent the money back to me. She said, “I have enough money.”
That was Mother’s Sixth Lie.
I continued my part-time studies for my Master’s Degree.. Funded by the American Corporation for which I worked, I succeeded in my studies. With a big jump in my salary, I decided to bring Mother to enjoy life in America but Mother didn’t want to bother her son; she said to me “I’m not used to to high living.”
That was Mother’s Seventh Lie
In her dotage, Mother was attacked by cancer and had to be hospitalized.
Now living far across the ocean, I went home to visit Mother who was bedridden after an operation. Mother tried to smile but I was heartbroken because she was so thin and feeble but Mother said, “Don’t cry, son!
I’m not in pain.”
That was Mother’s Eighth Lie.
Telling me this, her eighth lie, she died.
YES, MOTHER WAS AN ANGEL!

M – O – T – H – E – R

“M” is for the Million things she gave me, “O” means Only that she’s growing old, “T” is for the Tears she shed to save me, “H” is for her Heart of gold, “E” is for her Eyes with love-light shining in them, “R”
means Right, and right she’ll always be, Put them all together, they spell “MOTHER” a word that means the world to me.
For those of you who are lucky to be still blessed with your Mom’s presence on Earth, this story is beautiful. For those who aren’t so blessed, this is even more beautiful.
——-
ahuhuhu 😦 muntik na ako mahulog sa inuupuan ko dahil sobrang natouch ako dito…… asust!

recycled…..

Wala akong isip na magandang topic para sa aking blog na ito. Maaga pa lamang eh pakalatkalat na ako sa cyberworld at binalikan ko ang dati kong blog sa livejournal, natawa nalang ako sa aking mga pinanggagawa noong mga panahon na un medyo korny ang mga pinagsasabi ko sa bagay hanggang ngayon naman eh hehehe asust.. Habang pagala-gala ako eh nakita ko ung isang post ko na tungkol kay Mudrakz, Mother’s day ata un eh kaya naisipan ko na irepost nalang ulet hehehe recycle ba wala naman masama diba asust..Gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo ulit. Kahit ndi pa Mother’s day ayan advance na. Pasensya na inaatake naman ang memory gap ko.bwiiiissseet…

eto na paste ko ah…

Very touching Mother facts !
When you came into the world, she held you in her arms.
You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you.
You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk.
You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love.
You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons.
You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays.
You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school.
You thanked her by screaming, “I’M NOT GOING!”
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball.
You thanked her by throwing it through the
next-door-neighbor’s window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream.
You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons.
You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from
soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another.
You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies.
You thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows.
You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.

Those teenage years
When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming.
You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp.
You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug.
You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car.
You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call.
You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation.
You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

Growing old and gray
When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn’t
be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone.
You thanked her by saying, “It’s none of your business.”
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future.
You thanked her by saying, “I don’t want to be like you.”
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation.
You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment.
You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future.
You thanked her by glaring and growling, “Muuhh-ther, please!”
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told
you how deeply she loved you.
You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby.
You thanked her by telling her, “Things are different now.”
When you were 40, she called to remind you of an relative’s birthday.
You thanked her by saying you were “really busy right now.”
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her.
You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.

And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder.

“Rock me baby, rock me all night long.”
“The hand who rocks the cradle…may rock the world”.
Let us take a moment of the time just to pay tribute/show appreciation to
the person called MOM though some may not say it openly to their mother.
There’s no substitute for her. Cherished every single moment.
Though at times she may not be the best of friends, may not agree to our
thoughts, she is still your mother!!!
She will be there for you…to listen to your woes, your braggings, your
frustations, etc.
Ask yourself…..have you put aside enough time for her, to listen to her
“blues” of working in the kitchen, her tiredness???
Be tactful, loving and still show her due respect though you may have a
different view from hers.
Once gone, only fond memories of the past and also regrets will be left.

**DON’T TAKE FOR GRANTED THE THINGS CLOSEST TO YOUR HEART. CLING TO THEM AS
U WOULD YOUR LIFE, FOR WITHOUT THEM, LIFE IS MEANINGLESS*

hanggang sa muli,

mama’s boy ako…eh anu ngayon””

 eto na pala ung karug ng entry ko tungkol kay mudrakz…..

 

Mama’s boy daw ako? Isang malaking tsek, ako ay aminado pagdating sa bagay nayan at hindi ko KINAKAHIYA bagkos PINAGMAMALAKI ko pa sa buong daigdig…. Asust..bakit kamo?? Sa simula’y simula pa lamang na ako’y  magkaroon ng isip eh si MUDRAKZ na nakikita ko …. ( Mudrakz kasi ang tawag ko sa Nanay ko..) Siya na ang nag aruga sa akin at sa aming magkakapatid at syempre sa tulong na rin ng aking Fudrakz na nagtratrabaho sa Gitnang Silangan. Siya ang kasama ko sa lahat ng oras. Mapakalaking sakrispisyo ang kanyang iginugol para sa amin kaya kahit anung galit at pagbubunganga niya sa amin eh LABZ na LABZ ko yang MUDRAKZ kong yan!!! Para ba siyang si Manny “WALA KANG KATULAD MUDRAKZ!” 

Siya ang aking kasama noong nagsimula akong mag aral. Naalala ko pa parati siyang nahuhubaran sa paghatid sa akin dahil syempre ako PASAWAY at ayaw umalis sa tabi niya. Pero ayun siya nakangite pa rin at nagtsatsaga diba asteeeg.., Sya aang nagmulat sa akin para maging matapang at maging matatag harapin ang buhay. Ibinigay nya lahat ng kanyang oras para sa amin at halos makalimutan na nya ang kanyang sarili ( I mean wala na syang masyadong social life ba.) Isa pa palang katangian ng aking Mudrakz ay madasalin at palasimba.

 

Kasama ko sya hinarap lahat problema ko, kahit na naliligo ako sa sermon at kung anu ano pa sa ending sa kanya pa rin ako lalapit. Hehehe kaya nga Mama’s boy eh! Diba nga may kasabihang MOTHER’S know BESTS!! Tumpak naman nyan!! Kahit yata anong SEKRETO ko na itinatago eh alam nya.. Totoo ay napatunayan ko na pagdating sa bagay na iyan. Kahit ano pa naman andyan parin siya para intindihin ako. Masuwerte talaga ako sa aking Mudrakz kaya malaking pasasalamat ko kay GOD dahil binigyan niya ako ng Mudrakz na tulad niya.

 Bakit ba minsan ay sadya nating binabaliwala ang tulad niya? 

Madalas kong ginagawa ang bagay na iyan sa aking MUDRAKZ. Eh kasi nga sobrang tigas ng aking ulo at hindi na natuto at paulit-ulit na binibigyan ng kunsumisyon si Mudrakz. Pero kahit ano pa man ang mangyari sya pa rin eh.

 “Ang Ina ay hinding-hindi matitiis ang kanyang anak, Pero ang anak kayang matiis ang Ina”  

TUMPAK SUMPAK! Kahit anu na atang gawin ng anak na kabalbalan eh hindi kaya ng isang INA na ITAKWIL ang kanyang anak. Pero ang anak kayang-kaya itakwil ang Ina..

Ilang beses ko na rin ginawa ang bagay na iyan at ayon sobrang minalas ako at parang binagsakan ako ng langit at lupa. Sa ending sa kangkungan ako dinampot syempre si Mudrakz pa rin ang dumampot sa akin. Mahal na Mahal ko si MUDRAKZ at kahit kalian ay hindi ko sya pagpapalit kahit kanino. Alam ko mahirap ipakita sa kanya ang mga bagay na isulat ko dito pero pinipilit ko na matugunan ito sa lalong madaling panahon. At syempre hindi ako nangangakong magiging huwarang anak para sa kanya kundi gagawin ko na lamang kung anu ang tama. Kaya ako ay isang PROUD TO BE MAMA’S BOY!! (eh ano ngayon kung anu isipin mo!!) 

Hay naku mga repapips hirap ako gawin ito ah!!

 

Hanggang sa muli…..

 

^aga

 

mudrakz..

Ngayong araw na to aalis na ulit ang aking MUDRAKZ.!! Balik na ulit sya kasama ng aking fudrakz dun sa gitnang silangan. ( Nalulungkot na ulit ako dahil wala na magbobongangerz sa akin..!!)
Mamiss ko naman sya. Kahit ganun ang aking mudrakz mahal na mahal ko un na kahit meron kame minsan nd pagkakaunawaan eh sa bandang huli okay na rin naman konting lambing tapos sabay hinge ng pera hehehe..!

Kailangan nya kasi samahan si fudrakz dun baka kung anu gawin.. joke.syempre para mag asikaso sa kanya!  (Ganyan ang Mudrakz ko all around!!) Sa telepono nlang niya ako bubongaan hay naku iba talaga si mudrakz!

Alam nyo naman mga repapipz kahit ako sobrang GAGO eh masyado rin naman ako emosyonal pagdating sa aking PAMILYA dahil sobrang mahal na mahal ko sila noh. Alam ko na marami na me pagkukulang sa kanila at alam ko nd pa huli ang lahat para bumawi sa ibang bagay kahit na siguro buhay ko ay ibubuwis ko para lang sa kanila (nakz parang pelikulang nilangaw sa takilya!!) Sa totoo lamang ako repapipz. MAHAL NA MAHAL KO SILA!!!

Bukod sa mga KABAGANG ko andyan sa tabi-tabi. (aba nsan na nga ba ung mga un nd naman nagpaparamdam hmp cguro nasa BUSY mode naman…!!) ang aking Pamilya ang aking buhay. Sila ang aking inspirasyon para buong lakas kong harapin ang BUHAY NA MAKULAY (bangagzzz!!.) na alam ko minsan este madalas na akong PASAWAY sa kanila eh andyan pa rin sila at handa nila akong tanggapin at intindihin…(syempre mapupurga ka naman sa sermon at bungangaan chuva tsenes sa kanila, kasama ata iyong sa pinirmahan kong kontrata kay BESPREN GOD.)

Matagal-tagal din mamalage si Mudrakz dun, pero sabi nya uwi daw sila sa PASKO (ndi ko lang alam kung paskong pagsilang o paskong pagkabuhay at anung taon???.) kasi ba naman minsan medyo may pagkaBARBARISTAS ang Mudrakz at Fudrakz ko hehehe..

Ewan ko ayako ng mga ganitong sitwasyon. Masyado kasi akong malapit sa aking Mudrakz!
MAMA’s Boy ba ako??

hehehe sa susonod na blogerz ko ang rebelasyon mga repapipz..

panu hanggang dito nalang muna hanggang sa muli mga bata este mga prensyip..

^^ aga